DevendraTheNinja

Sitting alone here, Stressing out over care. Would some one tell me why? Why do I still care? Life i still bare, The pain won't leave. No matter what happens, No matter where this goes, Ill still be here as time goes by, Ill still shed a tear, A tear for the losses, In flicked over time, Wounds barely healed. In this timeless battle, People come, People go, What do i have to show? Nothing but scares, A tear stained face, This world and life is a disgrace.

The more things you care about, the more things make you sadder. The less things you care about, the less things make you sadder. The less things you care about, the less things make you happier. The more things you care about, the more things make you happier.                                                                 

"Friends: a self-chosen family." Many people, like myself, are unlike their family.  Different beliefs, perspectives, opinions... and many of us have a hard time speaking of things with them because of how they may react. Friends are a part of your family, too, you know.  Your actual family is only related to you by blood.  Friends are usually related by personality, opinion, and "Wavelength".  There are still friends who are completely different from one another, but they can be the best of friends because they bring out the best in each other. I could never survive without my friends.  They give me something to live for because I know th

How do you measure love? Is there a certain technique you happen to know? Is there a minimum limit To the extent of it? It's either there, Either you feel it, Or not. There's only expectations And presumptions, And then there's the reality, Which we have long forgot. I used to know what love was Remember it faintly, I still love you, But lately, I'm not in love with you. And I'm sorry If my words hurt you, But that's my truth, And so is yours We both know it very well And there's no use To pretend As if it's anything it's not. So: "Where do we go from here? This isn't where we intended to be We had it all, you believ

It doesn’t matter how much I care, Doesn’t matter how much you do… too I don’t care how much you love me, ‘Cause I’ll never say ‘I… love you.’ It doesn’t mean I hate you, I do love you, in fact. But just because you say it… Doesn’t mean I will too. People just throw those words around Like they don’t matter… like they don’t mean all that much, That’s why when people say it to the one they do love; It seems to carry no meaning at all. I care. I really do. But I’m not gonna waste those little words on you, Because you mean so much more. There

I loved you...but no more... you used me and broke me..... Now I need someone to come along and repair me The monster I am will hate the monster I will become, and, the monster I will become will hate the monster I've been, but, the monster I will become will be with you, and that's all I need... Why is it whenever I talk to you, It seems as though you were never listening in the first place. Love is similar to life, the sooner you accept the inevitable loss, the sooner you forget I hope my death is long and painful so with bloody lips and quivering voice, I can just say I love you one more time I wish we could have done th

the past devours us all clear teeth, crystalline-sharp and wet with hunger the jaw tenses everything cracks eventually breaks away in shreds of torment to reassemble under concentrated heat melt and re-form muscle stretches and frays at the edges sinew and bone are all i can feel   --8/13/04

"Trust me and take my hand, don't let go, or you'll fall behind. Trust me to lead you past obstacles, don't peer into the darkness, or you'll become skeptical. Trust me when it comes to me being loyal, don't test me, or your (along with my own) desire will diminish. Trust me to be here, don't think different, or your fears may just come true."